I feel like I hit the bottom. I don't think there is any lower than I can go...... I have successfully gained the weight I lost prior to moving to MA. Go Team.... Yay.... and for the life of me, I struggle to do anything. And it isn't like I am watching hours of TV doing nothing.... I am actually working and living and exploring.... I just have no desire to train. AND yesterday, when I actually wanted to swim.... the storm commenced. It was Thundering.
PFFFFFFFT.
This morning, I got on the scale. YIKES! And I took my measurements. I need to lose the equivalent of a small person. No arguments here.... I looked at my profile in a reflection the other day... wow. and yuck.
My plan is to keep it light and fun.... and refocus on staying on point. I buy veggies, and they sit in the fridge, b/c they aren't ready to eat. AND I find myself picking at lots of things.... and then not really eating a quality meal.
I want to be the example and live what I preach..... and I am struggling with it all.
Perhaps, this is a good point for me to go.... b/c it is about me and my health. My birthday is Wednesday, and I want to really look and feel the youth I am.
No comments:
Post a Comment